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about rachel
For all you stalkers out there:  Name: Rachel. Age: 15. Location:Modesto, CA. Occupation: High school student (sophomore), hardcore Calvary Kid. Favorite Band[s]: I love Fall Out Boy, get over it. Panic! at the Disco, Cobra Starship, Jack's Mannequin, Worth Dying For, Call to Arms, Pillar, Hawthorne Heights. Favorite Movies: Ghost World, Little Miss Sunshine. Favorite TV Shows:House, Criminal Minds. Likes:writing. Dislikes: Incredibly rude people, nightmares. Heroes:Jesus, Meaghan, Ivy, Pj, the rest of my friends. I attend Calvary Temple Worship Center on Wednesday. I am straight-edge if you don't include caffeine. PJ is a bad influence with his Starbucks anyways. I'm an AP kid, please don't think I'm not intelligent enough for your standards. I believe in God. Sometimes I have trouble with my relationship with him but I try to keep things real. I don't always feel great with him but eventually I climb out of my Jesus-deprived pit. If you have a problem with my faith, don't attack me, leave. I use this blog for venting and expressing my dreams. I have walked through many trails, please do not judge me for what I appear to be. If you knew me for who I really am, you'd be messed up for sure. There is a champion inside of me. There are three kinds of love. Romantic love, brotherly or sisterly love, and respectful love. I have experienced these all frequently, except for romantic love. I have had it once and it crushed my angsty teenager soul. Not really, I know what it's like to love, and I know what pain and desperation is. I won't be just another lame broken-hearted kid. I've slipped into things no one should be trapped into. I don't even know how I'm alive today. But we can't quit, none of us can quit. It's not a race to see who can be the best person or Christian. We're all in this together. We were made to live for so much more. There are people I'd lay down my life for if it meant they would be saved. Other than that, my bestie is Meaghan, Ivy is my precious Ivy queen, and Dana is my hxc Calvary Kid. Brittney is my love bug. Jeremy is one of my heroes. Mess with him and I mess you up. With love, of course! :) my mormon son is quite amazing but his name shall not be mentioned. My prodigal son is Kyle, my obedient son is Daniel, and Kelly is my hoodwink son. They all need saving so I will bash their skulls with a Bible. I also have this awesome mentor named Megan. She would not drown me in a lake! Bree is my gardener, Brianna is my non-Jesus friend, Athena is a 50's wife. There are many people I feel bad for not mentioning because they all deserve some kind of acknowledgment but I am too lazy. Sorry. I'm going to stop typing now and go be gangster or something because now I'm bored. I kinda suck at replying to nuTang comments because I feel socially awkward, but I try! things to do.  sober This isn't referring towards alcohol for me. Just addiction.  quitter How long I've been together. Composed. Focused on not quitting. Focused on my purpose. buttons and shizzle | run away, i'll never come back. Monday. 12.1.08 12:53 am So last night I spent the night at Meaghan's house so we could all obsessively make sure Kelly doesn't do ecstasy or something at his all night rave. We had alarms that went off every 30 minutes and I would text Josh furiously and ask how they were feeling and stuff. They ended up leaving at 11pm though and they went to sleep, but they didn't tell me so I could kinda scared and creepily texted Josh, haha. Brianna went to bed at like 11 though lolol. We stayed up all night playing this clown game (the link is in Meaghan's nuTang) and there's this cat in it that says meow in a manly voice. And you're suppose to walk across some rope and if you fall it somehow cuts you in half. I don't know, it's crazy, but it was really funny. We slept for 2 hours but then I awoke to Donovan like dying from a cold (I really hope I don't get sick) and then Willow tried to do like a spell on my hands or something and she told me all the people from Chuck E. Cheese are monsters. Hahaha. And that I was it. It kinda scared me though cause no one else was awake except for Donovan and he kept repeating Willow's words and she said it in like a possessed kind of way, haha. The kids kinda strangled us by invading our personal bubbles and stuff so we hid in the bathroom and eventually went to the park. Then we went to McDonalds and got fries. We walked to Brianna's house, then we walked to the house of George and we ended up walking to Meaghan's house because George kept talking about himself 24/7. I have to work on my European History outlines now and I think I'm going to blow off the rest of my work for tomorrow. After school tomorrow I have to do some lame article summary thing but I'm having difficulty finding an article for this purpose because I don't know what the article is suppose to be about. I wish I had a milkshake. Speaking of milkshakes (this reminds me of calories), George has been bragging about how little he eats, which actually is an okay amount but I think he eats more and was just lying. And it was like :l. I wish people would stop talking about their weight around me, it kinda makes me think of how things use to be. Whooaa. 60 days, look at that thing? It's suppose to be 0, honestly, cause we keep planning, but we keep getting false hope with everything. Comment! (0) | Recommend! Friday. 11.28.08 11:34 pm We didn't hang out with Kelly or go back to Simon today. Instead we just hung around the park. Everything is shaking today. I hope I get Christmas presents! : D We have a friend that has agreed to watch Kelly tomorrow night while they are at their lame all night rave. We're going to call him every 30 minutes lololol I'm like an overprotective azn mother. :l I'm spending the night at Meaghan's house tomorrow to make the process easier and I think Brianna is going to spend the night as well. I'm not sure what we have planned, probably something epic. Comment! (0) | Recommend! happy thanksgiving! Thursday. 11.27.08 2:37 pm I hope everyone has a nice Thanksgiving! I'm going to a family get-together thing in like an hour. Ugh, we all know how those are. Lulz. At least I'll have my phone so maybe I can discreetly text someone. Meaghan and I are planning on hanging out tomorrow and just living, for us. We'll probably have a chat with Kelly, and then go back to Simon. Go back to our filth. Okay, that sounded horrible, but it's suppose to be a joyous occasion for us, so smile like it's your birthday. :) Ehh. I don't know anymore. It's like all these things have slowly been wearing me down. It's good to get away, you know? :) Comment! (0) | Recommend! 5 and 6. home. Thursday. 11.27.08 12:38 am Clue 5 RESCUE IS POSSIBLE. Wake up. You're alive. We're on your side. You just can't ripen underwater. Clue 6. Aubergine dreams. 0mg until I give up. 800mg + 300mg for when I do. _ _ _ _ WILL BE _ _ _ _ , _ _ _ _. _ _ _ _ WILL BE _ _ _ _. (ENVY, MALICE.) GIVE ME A _ _ _ _ _. YOU SURE DID LET HER HAVE IT. _ _ _ _ _ _ YOU ALLEGEDLY SLIT. SHE DIDN'T CHOOSE THIS ROLE. SHEDIDN'TCHOOSETHISROLE. SHE DIDN'T CHOOSE THIS ROLE. YOU SURE DID LET HER HAVE IT. SHE DIDN'T CHOOSE THIS ROLE. SHE DIDN'T CHOOSE THIS ROLE. RAZOR BLADES: SATISFACTION GUARANTEED. I have a place I call home. It's the only place I know. Haven't been there for 50 something days. Please, can I just go home? Can I just go home? [PLEASE?] --- He said we could, because he didn't understand. I don't want to think about today. All I know is that I am praying Kelly doesn't go to that all night rave and take ecstasy. Don't think about tonight, just don't think about it. 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