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about rachel
For all you stalkers out there: ![]() Name: Rachel. Age: 15. Location:Modesto, CA. Occupation: High school student (sophomore), hardcore Calvary Kid. Favorite Band[s]: I love Fall Out Boy, get over it. Panic! at the Disco, Cobra Starship, Jack's Mannequin, Worth Dying For, Call to Arms, Pillar, Hawthorne Heights. Favorite Movies: Ghost World, Little Miss Sunshine. Favorite TV Shows:House, Criminal Minds. Likes:writing. Dislikes: Incredibly rude people, nightmares. Heroes:Jesus, Meaghan, Ivy, Pj, the rest of my friends. I attend Calvary Temple Worship Center on Wednesday. I am straight-edge if you don't include caffeine. PJ is a bad influence with his Starbucks anyways. I'm an AP kid, please don't think I'm not intelligent enough for your standards. I believe in God. Sometimes I have trouble with my relationship with him but I try to keep things real. I don't always feel great with him but eventually I climb out of my Jesus-deprived pit. If you have a problem with my faith, don't attack me, leave. I use this blog for venting and expressing my dreams. I have walked through many trails, please do not judge me for what I appear to be. If you knew me for who I really am, you'd be messed up for sure. There is a champion inside of me. There are three kinds of love. Romantic love, brotherly or sisterly love, and respectful love. I have experienced these all frequently, except for romantic love. I have had it once and it crushed my angsty teenager soul. Not really, I know what it's like to love, and I know what pain and desperation is. I won't be just another lame broken-hearted kid. I've slipped into things no one should be trapped into. I don't even know how I'm alive today. But we can't quit, none of us can quit. It's not a race to see who can be the best person or Christian. We're all in this together. We were made to live for so much more. There are people I'd lay down my life for if it meant they would be saved. Other than that, my bestie is Meaghan, Ivy is my precious Ivy queen, and Dana is my hxc Calvary Kid. Brittney is my love bug. Jeremy is one of my heroes. Mess with him and I mess you up. With love, of course! :) my mormon son is quite amazing but his name shall not be mentioned. My prodigal son is Kyle, my obedient son is Daniel, and Kelly is my hoodwink son. They all need saving so I will bash their skulls with a Bible. I also have this awesome mentor named Megan. She would not drown me in a lake! Bree is my gardener, Brianna is my non-Jesus friend, Athena is a 50's wife. There are many people I feel bad for not mentioning because they all deserve some kind of acknowledgment but I am too lazy. Sorry. I'm going to stop typing now and go be gangster or something because now I'm bored. I kinda suck at replying to nuTang comments because I feel socially awkward, but I try! things to do. ![]() sober This isn't referring towards alcohol for me. Just addiction. ![]() quitter How long I've been together. Composed. Focused on not quitting. Focused on my purpose. buttons and shizzle | I hate feeling this way. Saturday. 8.30.08 1:29 am I hate that feeling that you get when you know if you tried hard enough, you could solve a situation. One of my friends is dating my ex and I've warned him fair enough, but he won't listen. And I feel like if I told him everything that happened, he might just listen and he would be spared pain, but the thing is that he won't listen. Now there's a constant pit of guilt settling in my stomach and I keep remembering horrible things that I should tell him about. I'm trying to suppress everything and not say it because it'll sound selfish to him, and also because I've tried. I don't know what to do. I feel like I could do something more for him. I hate feeling so helpless. I guess I just have to accept that I can't save everyone all the time. 1 Comments. Some people just don't listen and yes, sometimes, no matter how hard we try, we can't save everyone at all times and we can't save people from their own stubborness. » Nuttz on 2008-08-30 06:25:33
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