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about rachel
For all you stalkers out there:  Name: Rachel. Age: 15. Location:Modesto, CA. Occupation: High school student (sophomore), hardcore Calvary Kid. Favorite Band[s]: I love Fall Out Boy, get over it. Panic! at the Disco, Cobra Starship, Jack's Mannequin, Worth Dying For, Call to Arms, Pillar, Hawthorne Heights. Favorite Movies: Ghost World, Little Miss Sunshine. Favorite TV Shows:House, Criminal Minds. Likes:writing. Dislikes: Incredibly rude people, nightmares. Heroes:Jesus, Meaghan, Ivy, Pj, the rest of my friends. I attend Calvary Temple Worship Center on Wednesday. I am straight-edge if you don't include caffeine. PJ is a bad influence with his Starbucks anyways. I'm an AP kid, please don't think I'm not intelligent enough for your standards. I believe in God. Sometimes I have trouble with my relationship with him but I try to keep things real. I don't always feel great with him but eventually I climb out of my Jesus-deprived pit. If you have a problem with my faith, don't attack me, leave. I use this blog for venting and expressing my dreams. I have walked through many trails, please do not judge me for what I appear to be. If you knew me for who I really am, you'd be messed up for sure. There is a champion inside of me. There are three kinds of love. Romantic love, brotherly or sisterly love, and respectful love. I have experienced these all frequently, except for romantic love. I have had it once and it crushed my angsty teenager soul. Not really, I know what it's like to love, and I know what pain and desperation is. I won't be just another lame broken-hearted kid. I've slipped into things no one should be trapped into. I don't even know how I'm alive today. But we can't quit, none of us can quit. It's not a race to see who can be the best person or Christian. We're all in this together. We were made to live for so much more. There are people I'd lay down my life for if it meant they would be saved. Other than that, my bestie is Meaghan, Ivy is my precious Ivy queen, and Dana is my hxc Calvary Kid. Brittney is my love bug. Jeremy is one of my heroes. Mess with him and I mess you up. With love, of course! :) my mormon son is quite amazing but his name shall not be mentioned. My prodigal son is Kyle, my obedient son is Daniel, and Kelly is my hoodwink son. They all need saving so I will bash their skulls with a Bible. I also have this awesome mentor named Megan. She would not drown me in a lake! Bree is my gardener, Brianna is my non-Jesus friend, Athena is a 50's wife. There are many people I feel bad for not mentioning because they all deserve some kind of acknowledgment but I am too lazy. Sorry. I'm going to stop typing now and go be gangster or something because now I'm bored. I kinda suck at replying to nuTang comments because I feel socially awkward, but I try! things to do.  sober This isn't referring towards alcohol for me. Just addiction.  quitter How long I've been together. Composed. Focused on not quitting. Focused on my purpose. buttons and shizzle | With Arms Wide Open Saturday. 10.4.08 12:25 am mood: hopeful music:: worth dying for  Kelly will shake this city to pieces. Jackie would not believe me, but he will prove her wrong. The populace of non-believers, wolves dressed as sheep, deny the reality. There is a warrior in him that will arise from the ashes and live to fight, fight to live. It feels as if no one else believes me but I have faith that he will mess this place up if he is lead to Christ. And yes, I am aware of how much I discuss my rage by Kelly's actions, but that is A OK right now. He says he will become the warrior he is meant to be.  Daniel, Kyle, and Brittney are going to church with us next Wednesday. It's going to be pretty sweet. I'm planning on staying with my current mentor, Megan. After spirit west coast I was really hurt by the whole thinking I was on drugs thing but whatever, I'm pretty much over it. She's a good person, she just doesn't know my heart well enough yet. I was hecka pumped today over that Jesus! The song Infiltrate by Worth Dying For has been running through my head all day. I had dreams, remarkable ones about premonitions that are to come. In 1st period I prayed and studied. In 2nd period I recited Infiltrate over and over. In 3rd period I screamed it at Tiffany. Some guy asked me if I did speed. :l I marched to 4th period and proclaimed Jesus. During 5th period, we prayed for Kelly and made him hold Bibles on his shoulders. During 6th period I preached to Brittney. P.E, 7th period, which I usually can't stand because we're playing basketball right now, I paced the floor talking to myself about God, and infiltrating. After school we went to Taco Bell and talked, just talked. Today was just a good day for once, and I'm shocked. :) I wish every day was like this. I'll try to make it like this.  p.s., does nutang still pay revenue? Just curious, because I don't see any ads on it, and I was planning on, if I have enough by then, to use the money to help out for camp./\ 0 Comments.
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