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about rachel
For all you stalkers out there: ![]() Name: Rachel. Age: 15. Location:Modesto, CA. Occupation: High school student (sophomore), hardcore Calvary Kid. Favorite Band[s]: I love Fall Out Boy, get over it. Panic! at the Disco, Cobra Starship, Jack's Mannequin, Worth Dying For, Call to Arms, Pillar, Hawthorne Heights. Favorite Movies: Ghost World, Little Miss Sunshine. Favorite TV Shows:House, Criminal Minds. Likes:writing. Dislikes: Incredibly rude people, nightmares. Heroes:Jesus, Meaghan, Ivy, Pj, the rest of my friends. I attend Calvary Temple Worship Center on Wednesday. I am straight-edge if you don't include caffeine. PJ is a bad influence with his Starbucks anyways. I'm an AP kid, please don't think I'm not intelligent enough for your standards. I believe in God. Sometimes I have trouble with my relationship with him but I try to keep things real. I don't always feel great with him but eventually I climb out of my Jesus-deprived pit. If you have a problem with my faith, don't attack me, leave. I use this blog for venting and expressing my dreams. I have walked through many trails, please do not judge me for what I appear to be. If you knew me for who I really am, you'd be messed up for sure. There is a champion inside of me. There are three kinds of love. Romantic love, brotherly or sisterly love, and respectful love. I have experienced these all frequently, except for romantic love. I have had it once and it crushed my angsty teenager soul. Not really, I know what it's like to love, and I know what pain and desperation is. I won't be just another lame broken-hearted kid. I've slipped into things no one should be trapped into. I don't even know how I'm alive today. But we can't quit, none of us can quit. It's not a race to see who can be the best person or Christian. We're all in this together. We were made to live for so much more. There are people I'd lay down my life for if it meant they would be saved. Other than that, my bestie is Meaghan, Ivy is my precious Ivy queen, and Dana is my hxc Calvary Kid. Brittney is my love bug. Jeremy is one of my heroes. Mess with him and I mess you up. With love, of course! :) my mormon son is quite amazing but his name shall not be mentioned. My prodigal son is Kyle, my obedient son is Daniel, and Kelly is my hoodwink son. They all need saving so I will bash their skulls with a Bible. I also have this awesome mentor named Megan. She would not drown me in a lake! Bree is my gardener, Brianna is my non-Jesus friend, Athena is a 50's wife. There are many people I feel bad for not mentioning because they all deserve some kind of acknowledgment but I am too lazy. Sorry. I'm going to stop typing now and go be gangster or something because now I'm bored. I kinda suck at replying to nuTang comments because I feel socially awkward, but I try! things to do. ![]() sober This isn't referring towards alcohol for me. Just addiction. ![]() quitter How long I've been together. Composed. Focused on not quitting. Focused on my purpose. buttons and shizzle | remember to feel real. Wednesday. 10.8.08 2:01 am Please don't believe my words are lacking honesty. I wish you wouldn't read the words I mean the most and then turn around and do things you know are wrong. It's like my words are meaningless, and I try so hard. Some people would kill to have someone care this much. People tell me I should hate you. But I don't. And you take that for granted. You got BUSTED. ![]() I want to quit so bad. But I have to keep going. --- I finished my spanish project today and I'm just going to reject the rest of the homeworkk because I'm sick and feel like shizz. But I will finish my Euro outlines and study for the test. And then I'll probably pray or listen to angsty music till I pass out. So here's the truth You were right all along They were never my friends And I was living a lie But I wont fall for it next time You figured me out I'm like a leaf in the wind I try to find who I am But wind up lost in the end Sometimes it's hard to know what's real when your not Cause you know i'd change myself to impress whoever happens to be next to me But I'm sick of trying so hard Waste all your time with me I know I'm a mess right now Don't give up believe I'd wait it out for you Waste all your time with me I know I'm a mess right now Don't give up believe I'd wait it out for you Everyday I'm just making my rounds Just digging a home 6 feet underground Sometimes it's hard to know what's real when you're not Nothings here for me But you I'd wait it out for you! -armor for sleep 0 Comments.
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